Hahaha, do you have the best birthday you have never even been dare to dream of? Hehe, I now have one. I am a Gemini Girl, love surprises, emotional connection, deep one, love love a lot, family, friends and a bit romantic. And right on my 30th birthday, I got all of them. SURPRISE SURPRISE, big surprises for my own birthday. Surprise yang aku pernah bayangin bakal aku dapatkan but never strong enough to imagine that I would get it in real life from persons you know. Menurutmu apa sih yang bikin orang seneng sama kejutan for their special day? I dont know alasan orang lain tapi aku tahu kenapa aku suka surprises…
I feel loved. Ya itu alasannya, karena surprise yang diberikan selalu melalui proses survey atas apa yang aku inginkan, apa yang aku butuhin, what I really wish for, gak cuman sekedar pengen. It is like they can read my mind, itu makanya aku sangat suka surprises. Feeling that people put attention at you, feeling that you are part of someone’s life, feeling that people are willing to give a lot of effort to please you, feeling that you are loved, exactly is the reason why I like surprises.
Buat perempuan yang memasuki usia 30, kadang-kadang kita suka bertanya-tanya gimana rasanya masuk usia 30 ya. Di dunia di mana usia muda, kulit putih mulus dan perut rata jadi idola, usia 30 yang satu paket dengan early wrinkle, perut yang mulai gak mempan di-sit-up serta tumpukan-tumpukan lemak di sana-sini, jadi terasa scary. But a little surprise from my beloved ones, tiba-tiba usia 30 jadi nampak berbeda. It is like you are settling down from anxiety atas pertanyaan-pertanyaan do I mean something, anything for anyone in this world?
Perasaan lega yang gak bisa digambarkan mampir dengan sangat indah di hatiku malam itu, a feeling of worthiness. That I am accepted. That when I die, there are people that are going to cry and miss me. What in the world would you expect to feel than those feeling of worthiness?
Jurangmangu, 26 Mei 2006
At my 30, it is becoming real, who is friend and who is family.
I LOVE YOU…
People are capable of doing things beyond you can imagine. Believe me. And never stop dreaming of the impossible things. I did not stop and I am damn glad for not stop dreaming.
I feel loved. Ya itu alasannya, karena surprise yang diberikan selalu melalui proses survey atas apa yang aku inginkan, apa yang aku butuhin, what I really wish for, gak cuman sekedar pengen. It is like they can read my mind, itu makanya aku sangat suka surprises. Feeling that people put attention at you, feeling that you are part of someone’s life, feeling that people are willing to give a lot of effort to please you, feeling that you are loved, exactly is the reason why I like surprises.
Buat perempuan yang memasuki usia 30, kadang-kadang kita suka bertanya-tanya gimana rasanya masuk usia 30 ya. Di dunia di mana usia muda, kulit putih mulus dan perut rata jadi idola, usia 30 yang satu paket dengan early wrinkle, perut yang mulai gak mempan di-sit-up serta tumpukan-tumpukan lemak di sana-sini, jadi terasa scary. But a little surprise from my beloved ones, tiba-tiba usia 30 jadi nampak berbeda. It is like you are settling down from anxiety atas pertanyaan-pertanyaan do I mean something, anything for anyone in this world?
Perasaan lega yang gak bisa digambarkan mampir dengan sangat indah di hatiku malam itu, a feeling of worthiness. That I am accepted. That when I die, there are people that are going to cry and miss me. What in the world would you expect to feel than those feeling of worthiness?
Jurangmangu, 26 Mei 2006
At my 30, it is becoming real, who is friend and who is family.
I LOVE YOU…
People are capable of doing things beyond you can imagine. Believe me. And never stop dreaming of the impossible things. I did not stop and I am damn glad for not stop dreaming.
